Chapter 30: Let It Flow

Hey,

It seems like it has been a while since I blogged. Shame on me, missed a few days. :)
Anyways, how is everyone? Good I am assuming and hoping, I’m sure if anyone I know was like ‘not good’ I would have heard. lol- Anyways,

So…. About last night- wow! It was more then wow! Man, there aren’t even any words in the English dictionary (well in ANY dictionary for that case) that can describe last night’s service. Wait, there is ONE word that can describe it, and I’ll quote Rud – "GOD"! And man wasn’t it ever God! I personally haven’t experienced God so much in my entire life. We kicked it off by having prayers downstairs, which might I add was amazing as well. There wasn’t a huge crowd there but it grew after a while (or at lease there was more people there when we ended than there was when we began-lol) Anyways, we certainly experienced God in that room, and then we calmed her down just a little bit and ‘all’ toned in with God, it was so quite. Then the band and them came down and man, crazy, in the best kind of way. It was like a wave of God – again. :)

After a nice while praying we went up stairs. (which I almost didn’t want… lol, I wanted to stay down there with God… lol) So yeah, like I said, we went upstairs and WOW! I motivated myself to put myself into God as much as I possibly could. I have numerous times before but it was different last night, in some ways at the least. So yeah, I put myself in right from the start and it was good but I knew I had to get out of my seat. I said it to Rudy (I think it was him) that the seat was almost containing me, so I got out. I went over to one side, just to "get away" – which I STRONGLY encourage EVERYONE to do. And it was like one-on-one with God! I was getting a little distracted, I’ll admit that… and Satan was telling me a lot of stupid stuff, but God stepped in and instantly cleared it away. Then it broke. GOD MOVED SO MUCH! SO, SO, SO MUCH GUYS! AND DO NOT, I"LL REPEAT, DO NOT MISS IT! I can not remember a whole lot clear of the fact I got really weak at one point and felt so low I dropped to my knees. It almost was like I blacked out – in a safe way. I mean it was so one-on-one with God. For a nice while it was like I was with him. It was almost like I was frozen in a worship atmosphere. I didn’t even want to stop. :) God’s just SO awesome guys! Anyways, I’ll tell this, I was almost resenting to say this, but since it’s my personal blog, I’ll post it. I won’t say any names but after I managed to literally crawl back to a seat and sit down. This person came up to me after I sat back down and "snapped" into it.. (hehe) and they were like "Josh, I need to tell you something. When you were up there, you were filled with the spirit and was talking in tongues and you interpreted it". I can remember doing it, that stood out SO clearly in my mind. This made last night SO much better for me. Anyways, this person went on and told me what I said which was something like "It’s okay for I am coming soon, I shall not forget my people whom I love". Might not be the exact words, but between she and myself that’s what we put together. It was unbelievable man. :)
I was so moved as well when we went and prayed with Scott and Joan. We have prayed before, but when we prayed for healing… wow! God moved again. :) I loved it.

Well, I am in a "awww’ just reflecting back on it all. I’m stunned that God would even come down on us so much, when we are so unworthy. But that’s GOD! He doesn’t care what we’re like. No matter WHAT we do or say… GOD IS THERE and SO OPEN to us. HE WANTS to take us. If by chance you are reading this… I am praying that you are and will be touched by this. You would get something from this and would think about YOUR life and where YOU stand with God… :)

If you want, add me to MSN (josh.thomas@hotmail.com) or you can just email me for a chat. I’d love to talk!

God Bless Guys!
Peace –n- Prayers
Josh